i love marcus….
but he makes me feel out of control and out of my head. He is exhilarating and terrifying. I see him and feel him everywhere, and I’m always grasping for equilibrium even when he’s not around.
I feel like I’m always falling in love, falling and falling and falling. I can’t live my life in a perpetual free- fall, but I’m not ready to settle down either….
-Jessica Darling
“You think we can be friends?” I asked. “We’ve never been friends.”
After a slow start, I was gaining momentum. He’s coming back because he wants to be friends. Well isn’t that convenient for him? Coming and going whenever and however he pleases, defining our relationship on his own terms, leaving me fucked up and confused for years….
-Jessica Darling, Charmed Thirds.
- Marcus Flutie to Jessica Darling (Charmed Thirds by Megan McCafferty)
(by pineappleupsidedown)
Most people talk when they have nothing to say. I’m not talking because I have too much to say. None of which I’d want you to hear.
I’ve learned that you can’t control what other people are going to think about you. The best you can do in life is not piss yourself off.
I thought Marcus was going to be in my life forever. Then I thought I was wrong. Now he’s back. But this time I know what’s certain: Marcus will be gone again, and back again and again and again because nothing is permanent. Especially people. Strangers become friends. Friends become lovers. Lovers become strangers. Strangers become friends once more, and over and over. Tomorrow, next week, fifty years from now, I know I’ll get another one-word postcard from Marcus, because this one doesn’t have a period signifying the end of the sentence.
Or the end of anything at all.
(via perfectionwillnotcome)
this episode was on today. i kinda peed my pants.
it’s been a ridiculous day.
(via leilockheart)
what more do you want in your life? what the hell is so wrong?
shut the fuck up.
(via leilockheart)
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